Not Being a Hater

Tonite @ around 10pm I had some fantastic omelette w/home fries because I was craving for it. Why did I eat an omelette @10PM? Why does anyone do anything? Because they can. I'm always grateful for the Red White and Blue whenever I get an opportunity to do anything at any time I want. But the Omelette was crazy delicious, but as I sat there tearing up my delicious food, I thought to myself, it must not be too fun to work this late hour and serve food to people. I hated serving, food industry is something I vowed to myself that I will never ever do again. Thank God I am a point of my life where I no longer am financially obligated to do so. I'm doing well, and I will be doing better, I'm recession-proof so it's all good. That's why I was thinking, you know, I think she may need this tip a lot more than I do...I hate tipping, because I honestly feel if you gave me the option, I'd rather get my own food and bring it to my own table rather than sit there and be lazy. It satisfy a slight primal urge of the sense of "gathering food". But yeah whatever, looking at the situation, it's late, it's a shitty shift, it's a shitty job, working at a truck stop, so I have no problem tipping way more than is deemed socially acceptable. I mean she didn't go above and beyond in service but working there is going above and beyond, for me...

However, anyone who's been around me knows I absolutely despised beggars and homeless people, I refused to give them $1 of my money. I don't care the reason, unless somehow in some serendipitous way I encounter a bum who changes my life, my stance remains the same. I feel these people are just lazy and junkies. Humans are better than that, these people simply are not trying, and I will not reward them for that.